Hadapi dengan Senyuman =)

Pernah tak korang bermonolog dengan diri sendiri? Tiba2 membebel sorang2? And then berada dalam keadaan yg tak best. Tak happy. Macam perlukan therapist. Rasa nak menjerit TOLONGGGGGG!!!! Tapi takde siapa pun yg dengar. Takde siapa pun yg peduli. Rasa macam nak meluahkan perasaan tapi tak tau pada siapa dan bagaimana. Rasa macam orang sekeliling tu rapat betul dengan kita tapi bila nak meluahkan rasa serba tak kena. Something is wrong somewhere. Orang yg kita rasa dekat tu sebenarnya sangat jauh... ~

Sometimes I was in that situation. Damn I hate to have that feeling. I hate of how paranoid I can be when I was in those situations. That's a very PATHETIC me. Huhu. Rasa macam helpless gila. Kesiannya kat diri sendiri yg stuck dalam keadaan yg tak best macam ni.

Lagi satu, when the situations hit me, I tend to be JUDGEMENTAL. I hate that word as much I hate myself being like one. I try so much not to be judgemental about everything. I keep telling myself to be POSITIVE in every way. Tak baik tau pikir yg bukan2. Buat semak kepala otak je. Itu la yg aku selalu remind minda aku. Siap WARNING lagi!! Tapi kat mana ntah silapnya, sometimes I really can't avoid that feeling. Mesti ada jugak. Saiko betol la. Haihh..

Pastu kadang2 rasa macam ada orang dengki ngan aku la. Masalah betol la aku ni. Huhuhuhuhu. At times memang betol pun ada orang dengki (proven by their acts and words). Hiks. But I admit that sometimes I je yg suka pikir lebih2. ~sigh~ Ya, please laugh at me people.

I did bring this matter to talk with my loved ones (the ones who really understand the real me). Most of them said that's not a strange feeling after all. They also experienced those unpleasant feelings sometimes. Like me, they also did try to think positively. Sometimes it works, but sometimes they just cannot ignore the feelings anymore. Haha.

So, starting from today, I want to be positive. Think POSITIVELY. Think on the bright side of everything. The good ones. Yes, thinking positively make yourself happy. Much much happier. POSITIVE thinking makes all the frown lines on your forehead disappear. I don't want to be a frowner anymore. I want to SMILE more. Hadapilah dengan senyuman, Bakis. =)

I heard that stress could lead to a dangerous health disease such as blood clot might appear in your brain. Huhh. Bahaya kan?? Aku tak nak la jadi macam tu kan. Haih. Takut takut.

I want to enjoy my life to the fullest. SMILE and LAUGH more!! Stay away from UNHAPPINESS, STRESS and things that can make u feel extremely PARANOID.

I miss those who can make me laugh. Shah, Sarah, the Bootylicious Babes, the Voice Club. Hey, sangat rindu korang lah. =(

p/s: Laughter is the best medicine.

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